Friday, January 14, 2011

What comes next?

Sometimes I write not because of something to say but simply something to feel
the unexplained NEED to put something intangible into words.
hmmm
HMMMMM

I wonder whats next.
what comes here, what happens now.
the changing point has arrived, and life again is in the air, a pretty little pirouette of a thing
so indeed I wonder whats next.
where do I go now, what is life going to have for me today... tomarrow..
indeed in fact of course entirely I wonder what s next
where will I be taken, what shall I pursue, what will I accomplish
what comes next I wonder sitting at the cusp of confusion and certainty
confusion in the simply blankness of it all for when I peer into my immediate future, all I see is a muddy fragment of a piece of the idea of what It is I want...
certainty because some things are in a state of calm rest.
I am an artist. I MUST create.
I am a man, I MUST provide.
I am a son of the all mighty I MUST trust.
I am me. I MUST dance, I MUST sing, I MUST laugh I MUST LOVE I MUST FIGHT I MUST SUPPORT I MUST DREAM.


I must dream.



the future is so uncertain, and yet I stand at this cliffs edge of the unknown, unafraid. for what can truly hurt me. I stand confident, In what should happen WILL happen. I stand unencumbered by who I WAS for that soul is a faded memory, a look back into a nearly unrecognizable time... so...

lets see what comes next.